Milo, saunas and PacMan

Today is another day filled with certainty of one thing....... conversation, consistency, cups of Milo for the milo boy and caramel sunrises. Not that I know about the sunrise as I awake, but more so I see the sun rise and my eyes are finally closing at 7am as my head touches the pillow. Every day I feel a sense of hope that the man I love may take a baby step and create enough space to shift the energy that sits so still and similar every day. Then I walk at North Wollongong. I have memories there with Richard. I remember staying at the Novotel, sitting on the balcony and looking at the beach as I waited for him to come home. Then when I arrive back at the warehouse, my temporary residence which is really the set for "Big Brother" it would seem I discover that today is different. We go to Beton Park where Chuen Yan, Andy, Andrew and I spa and sauna. We do that so that we can use the showers. Could you ever imagine paying $5.20 for a shower? LOL :)
PacMan is my highlight of the evening, and as 2am rolls on we put another dvd on, "Under the Tuscan Sun".
Good night/morning xxx